There are moments in life when a person has to make a difficult decision.
I have been thinking and thinking and thinking. I can’t have everything - I only have 24 hours. I haven’t written and I miss that and I desire to be more focused on my writing. I want to publish books and I have to work for that. I also want to become a militant for what I have been fighting here and on every social network that I am on - more than reblogging or quoting, I want to write texts, I want to talk about that and to discuss that.
I am not going to go to the college this year - I am going to do a gap year. And I have a lot of projects to do. I want to travel, I want to write, I want to talk. I want to create a site to talk about social problems, a tumblr dedicated to them, even a page on facebook and one account on twitter if I realize that there are a lot of people who are talking about it.
I will talk with Bea to see if she wants to join. But you can talk with me if you also want to join.
But that isn’t everything.
Now you may be thinking “ok, I am not understanding this post”. Well, I will continue to read books, to watch films and tv shows, to go out with friends, to date myself, to meet other people. I want to learn new languages and to improve the ones that I already know. And I am going to go to college in next year. And there isn’t time for everything. I cannot do that and continue to try being a constant presence on tumblr.
Yes, I am going to delete my tumblr. Not today - but in a few days.
It was really hard to make that decision. But I am 18 years old and I don’t want to wake up one day and realize that I am 40 years old and that I didn’t do anything that I had wanted, that I didn’t accomplish what I had desired, that I didn’t even try. I want to fight. And I won’t postpone or make excuses. If I want something, then I have to fight for it and that implies to start somewhere and keep fighting.
If you want to keep in touch with me, then I will leave here where you can find me: